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Nima, Queen of Eros ([personal profile] cwene) wrote2015-05-11 05:08 pm
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[personal profile] angelicreation 2015-10-03 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[During those interim hours, Juri managed to have herself a good ol' teenage breakdown. The last time she'd had one, the Maeve had auctioned off her virginity to the highest bidder, but this one was arguably worse given she'd voiced her feelings to Regina. During the time between correspondence, she did think she was being abandoned at a time when she felt incredibly vulnerable and uncomfortable. Thoughts that never went through her mind were contemplated, enough that she'd gone and sat underneath her shower until the water ran cold... and then some.

But the email she saw, after she'd finally cried herself out and cleaned up shards of broken mirror, when she went to go send some other correspondences mollified her a little. She supposed her predicament was fairly petty in the face of someone's life being in danger; her condition was only temporary, even if it may be the worse single week in her existence.]

Regina,

I have regeneration potions I can send over.

I'm sorry. What you're dealing with is more important than this. I know it'll go away eventually. I just want to see you as soon as possible.

-Juri
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[personal profile] cwene 2015-10-04 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
Juri,

The potions won't work. I've tried. But thank you, that's kind.

I don't know when I'll be able to. This... Being friends with me is what caused this. "Come see your birthday present," Evelyn said, and I went, and if we'd never met, never become friends, she wouldn't have been able to do this. I can't let anyone else be hurt this way because of me. I can't.

Regina

[personal profile] angelicreation 2015-10-04 02:06 am (UTC)(link)


Regina,

I didn't know it was your birthday. 23, right? Mine's in December.

[Not that she ever ASKED Regina her age before. Research did her good.]

Regina... We know what we're getting into when we decide to be your friend. Or more than that. It's a choice that we make. It's one I've made willingly. You aren't the one doing these horrible things. It's not your fault, no matter how much you think it is.

You mean that much to us. To me.

-Juri
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[personal profile] cwene 2015-10-04 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
Juri,

Monday. The 28th. Yes, 23. It's been more than a year now. I've been here more than a year.

[That she's never told Juri her age doesn't register.]

Please, don't. It's my fault. If I'd been better behaved, if I'd been smarter, better, softer spoken, calmer, so many things, this never would have happened. You'd be safe. You'd all be safer.

I'm so sorry I've let you down, too.

Regina

[personal profile] angelicreation 2015-10-04 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
It's not your fault. I don't want to be safe; I want to be with you.
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[personal profile] cwene 2015-10-04 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Juri,

I can't promise that, not anymore. If I cared for you any less, I'd be willing to put you at risk. But that's simply not the case. And... and with... Gods, the damage, the pain, it's too much to ask anyone else to risk.

Forgive me, miri jahn, I've let you all down, and now I have to change the bandages again.

Regina

[personal profile] angelicreation 2015-10-04 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not your choice, but our choice. Some of us know full well the risk we put ourselves at to be with you. You're not asking for it; we're giving it. Willingly. Freely. I love you, Regina. I told you that. [Granted, in her native language, but that was besides the point.]

The only way you can let us down is to shut us out, to push us away. And I refuse to go through that again. There are no such things as miracles that will save you and us. Nothing about this was your fault. And I will say that over and over and over again.
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[personal profile] cwene 2015-10-05 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
Juri,

Please. Don't. Don't hurt yourself for me. I'm not worth it.

I'm sorry, I've got to go. The bandages need more attention. I can't let this friend die because of me.

Regina

[personal profile] angelicreation 2015-10-05 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
You are. And I'm not hurting myself, but I will take the risk of retaliation. I have been for a while now.

I will let you return, but when you are able, I still need to see you. If there's anything I can do to help your friend, let me know.

-J
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